Hoda Muthana ran away from her home in Alabama at 20 years old to join the Islamic State, even having a child with one of the soldiers. Joining the group in 2014, Muthana said she was brainwashed by online traffickers and regrets all of her decisions, beside having her child, according to Yahoo! News.

“It’s basically like the same day on repeat, for four years,” Muthana said of life inside camp, adding that “the only different thing is your child is growing,” she added.

“If I need to sit in prison, and do my time, I will do it … I won’t fight against it,” she said in a recent interview.

However, in 2015, Muthana was rather enthusiastic about joining ISIS, posting online about burning her passport and encouraging others to commit terrorist attacks in America.