A Washington state podcast host who was killed by her stalker last week said she had a “deep-seated fear” for her safety, writing in a protection order that the man tormented and harassed her and her husband for months.

Zohreh Sadeghi requested that the order last “99 years” because the man, Ramin Khodakaramrezaei, 38, had shown “no indication that he will stop his frightening and dangerous behavior after one year.”

“He has said many times that nothing short of his own death would make him leave me alone, so I would like the order to last as long as possible,” it stated.

[The protection order was filed earlier this month but apparently police couldn’t locate the stalker because he was a truck driver. He was contacting Sadeghi by phone up to 100 times per day and also calling her husband and mother multiple times per day. He sent her gifts and showed up outside her house to record her. He was giving every sign of an obsessed stalker who wasn’t going to stop. He broke into the home and shot Sadeghi and her husband then killed himself. – John]