“You can’t think about it. You just have to do it,” Carter said, telling him she didn’t understand why he was hesitating.
“I’m gonna eventually,” he replied. “I really don’t know what I’m waiting for but I have everything lined up.”
She suggested that he take Benadryl to fall asleep and allow the fumes to work.
She worried that he wouldn’t go through with it because the sun would soon be coming up.
She suggested that he go to an empty parking lot.
They texted throughout the day about the plans, about Roy’s doubts, and about Carter’s insistence that “the time is right” and that he was ready.
At the same time, Carter appeared to be preparing her friends and Roy’s relatives for his eventual death.